Breast Anxiety

BOOBS, How do I feel about them? I'm comfortable now with my breasts/breasts in general.....however when I was younger, I had quite the problem with them. I hung out with mainly boys when I was growing up. I just felt like I had more in common with them (also didn't like the whole out-casting that girls do to each other). My friends would eventually start talking about the girl they liked and how BIG their boobs were. I remember asking them if size matters? and they would ask me the same question. The truth is, it doesn't matter it just helps. I then began to feel handicapped....without big breasts NO guy would like me (that's how I felt anyhow). I started to wear wonder bras, push up bras, water filled bras. All of this stupid money spent on stupid bras. None of it really helped me and the only thing that I can think of that helped me get over this "breast anxiety" was the understanding of breasts, the scientific use, social/societal take on breasts, and the history of breasts (which I hope to make separate videos on or maybe one huge one). I have come to find that in history women were judged by the size of their breasts because they thought it was a sign or ability to bare children (not like having a vagina was enough, boobs were a factor <---durptastic). In finding this information out, I have come to realize that this judgement has continued on through history and devalues women. All the big breasted women get all the attention? Get special favors? Is basically at the top of the totem poll. I believe in equality....and I don't like the way society looks at breasts. ....that is all.